ONE HOUR EXPERIENCE WITH ADANMA

She sat on the edge of the  bed while i was in the middle in the darkened room,my top was flung in a corner of the room while adanma was partially half naked her top off too but  still had her bra on her skirt ruffled.I  was emotionally charged my sensual and erotic antennas at high alert the epicenter of sensual hormones in full charge like a raging bull,as i expectantly await a favourable reply from adanma for the upteenth time this night ,my fluttering and palpating heartbeat betray my jangled nerves, and anxious countenance ..........as she slightly inclined her head head down as if in deep though, considering what for her seems like a momentous decision,she raised her head up and looking at me with sorrowful eyes and a regretful demeanour said.....it's not right and I don't want to get pregnant like keji from ST anns the one who almost died trying to abort a pregnancy..i sighted in frustration stunned for a few seconds,we have been in this now for .......30mins.



My palpitations increased slightly cant be a panic attack i thought as i slowed the thud thud rythm of my heartbeat,I became light headed temporarily rendered insane plagued by an overwhelming desire,lust  thin films of perspiration masking my forehead beads of sweat dancing crazily down the sides of my face it should not be this hard I thought it wasn't this hard  during my first time,why is this girl behaving like this?

Common now.....I told you already we will use protection and nothing will happen,she cut my sentence short her left hand raised as she made her point  josephine told me the the condom burst and the semen entered inside her. I masked my rising frustration,dancing with seething anger and silently cursing her amebo friend whom I didn't like anyway and I know didn't like me as well.
Look look at the label on the packet it says this is 98% safe ha ha ......hen now but what of the less than 3%chance she countered calmly as if she had been waiting for me to use that argument....look adanma just admit you dont want to do anything with me instead of making me talk and talk while you keep looking for excuses she looked at me dissappointment written all over her pretty face i knew you would say this,thank GOD josephine told me to be careful as i heard the name of my arch nemesis i winced wishing i could have my arms round the neck of that bonga fish girl ada continued oblivious to my dark and foreboding thoughts concerning her friend i always suspected you were just after something else from me,im sure once you get it you will drop me like a piece of used rag as tears welled on her eyelids i panicked in a state of fluster opening and shutting my mouth like a startled fish battling my anxiety i finally found my voice awww cute stuff i dont know why you even listen to other people when it comes to us,you know that bonga...her warning look made me swallow the name i was going to call her friend..that josephine has never liked me for one day be honest...i said coercingly and gently.. she nodded as he look of dissappointment changed to tenderness which encouraged me to plow on  the sleepless nights of cramming lyrics from love ballads and love poems from the internet paying off now,you need a man with sensitivity,a guy who can take care of even your smallest emotional needs who cares about you i finished with a flourish not even professor wole soyinka and prof achebe could pull off i am that man for you because you are....the Queen of my heart her evident joy was shown by the ecstatic smile as she looked at me intently and hugged me finishing off with a kiss she sniffed as she wiped a stray tear i love you too and care about you thats why this is so hard for me  ...35minutes

I should have stayed my hand,being safe on firm ground but i gambled on my winnings and got pushed back on quick sand....i continued Okay what of Derain and onome I asked hopefully praying that will work...what do you mean she asked me ??so if she enters inside fire I should follow her abi..i realised too late that they are currently not on speaking terms..she continued as if to re-state the point.. Abeg abeg pls o I don't even find that funny she replied angrily..I tried to contain the incident seeing as my example is making this worse no noo that's not what I meant now, she is.. she s your friend and....before I finished she flared up so if she s my friend nko? seeing where this is leading I said ok ok she faced the wall and was playing with her phone...I reached for her...sorry now ha ha she ignored me dragging her arms away as I continued entreating with soothing words loving comments she relaxed and faced me again but still won't let us do anything,probably now more determined than ever..

We had been on this for almost one hour  but it doesn't seem as if I am getting anywhere I thought....I have tried every way form and method I know but she remained resolute  refusing to have sex with me I even tried my fail safe boys to men lyrics na lie..baby I don't want to have sex with you,I want to make love to you ...hmm hmmm she replied nodding as if she didn't fully believe me you know the girls classic "i have heard it all before" look

She offered me an olive branch....looking at me she calmly asked "Do you love me or just like me enough to sleep with?" seeing a small window of opportunity for me to rally back and redeem myself..i countered  I'm even hurt that you will ask me this kind of question......I love you more than life itself If not because I am in school I will even marry you, she looked at me steadily trying to read the train of my thoughts deciphering the honesty in my words....the joy I felt evaporated when she landed the bombshell but you said the same thing to Amina,hassanatu's cousin from command kaduna...guilty conscience enveloped me,as my mind urgently scrolled through the names of those who knew about it i wondered who could have told her? as i masked my thought immediately I shouted who told you that?im sure its that your ugly friend,all pretence lost now don't mind her she is just jealous,forgetting my present predicament temporarily she s not the one that told me she answered mater of factly but just answer my questions because I don't  even understand  you anymore  .....

I changed tactics....looking hurt and contrite...well there's no point forcing you to do anything against your will I said, I have expressed myself and told you how I feel about you but you don't believe me,i have given you my heart but you dashed it on the floor and stepped on it mashing it to pulps... my erection had already gone down as I could sense the futility of expecting any show this night.. as I made to get up she touched me lightly on the arm as i looked back putting up the most sorrowful and sad facial expression i could muster sit down she said looking uncertain and forlon i felt a small bite of conscience but managed to repress it as the soft tender touch of her lovely hands shot through my arms and nervous system like a bolt of electricity, as the  bolt got to my brain it deflected charging up my dick but mostly spreading a warm fuzzy feeling al over me,i intensified my looks,internally rejoicing I said with a note of weariness in my voice... what now ada let me go  into the next room now and leave you in peace.

She looked at me earnestly pleading eyes seeking for understanding .......why are you getting angry now kunle?you know I have heard rumours about you and I have to be a slight pause...then..... very careful. Her demeanour disarmed my resolute anger and I began to argue my case again, sweetheart I care so much about you and all those other girls are nothing compared to you.....she cocked her head and said... so you admit you have been with some or all of those other girls...I paused again my thoughts running riot as she tripped me up again... trying to Marshall my thoughts and get out of the mire i landed myself.. Noooooo been with them like how now,I'm just saying that you are my one and only love and have eyes for no other girl......as I reached for her skirt again for GOD knows how many times she allowed me to touch it and then again I felt the gentle arm stopping me gentle touch but firm as I muttered angrily under my breath she said what are you angry......I quickly displayed a big plastic smile noooo I'm not sweetie pie as I looked in her eyes expectantly remembering one of my elder  brothers lesson..."always look into their eyes when speaking to them looking down or to the sides means you are lieing"....she cocked her head to the side again and said what about. Yetunde?before I deflected and weaved out of that one she said...I saw her  comments on your FB wall and the text she sent you I knew lieing about that particular girl was futile but thank GOD it was months ago now so I Kuku confessed to her. It was a long time ago o ADA,ask Josephine your friend she is close friends with Yetunde's sister and we broke up because she slept with my friend....asi said the last bit I cast my head down at just the right angle in feigned sadness...it was true though but I wasn't that affected by it right now I could use all the ......I can get as my lips quivered like I was about to cry she encircled her arms round me hugging me close to her breast my shoulder digging into the cleavage of her bra....

As I made to follow through by moving in to kiss her she kissed me tentatively and then stopped I thought we were talking now Kunle cant you even have a conversation without thinking about sex?......I replied we are now .... so why were you trying it on again ha ha I said again feigning mock ignorance which didnt work with Adanma... what am I trying on I don't even remember that again...as i looked at her face a smile dancing behind the eyes clearly not believing me I smiled weakly and we began to talk,she doing most of the talking while I listened with one eye on the wall clock abstract thoughts running parallel to what she was saying it will soon be daylight I thought not even willing to think or admit all the effort i had put into this night being a sucess..... 50minutes

She appeared deep in thought as she briefly looked away and faced me,I just don't think this is right in the sight of GOD,we will be committing a sin.what if they find out in my fellowship?i thought carefully before replying so I don't score an own goal....well i pauced being very careful and speaking very slowly.. since you are my girlfriend and lover technically we are like a couple as I silently prayed for forgiveness in my mind she appeared not convinced but didnt pursue the angle still considering and deep in thought..i noticed the first rays of light piercing the dark clouds of dawn,i stole a quick glance at the wall clock in the room and I started becoming both desperate and despondent with disappointment and foregone despair...

Ok ok,she sighted and exhaled audibly as she shyly looked at me and said softly... looking down maybe we should just play with each other and no sex? Sweetie pie I said its almost the same thing now why not let's go the whole way this is one of the most important ways and gestures to show how much we love each other...she considered this briefly and shook her head from side to side with an emphatic no....I don't want to do it now maybe we should forget doing anything as she picked her top and was going to put it back on,I hurriedly held the top and said ok ok we ll do it your way smiling at her in assurance...

I tilted her chin up and as my lips met hers she parted it to meet mine,responding to my probing n urgent kisses,as we kissed my hands wondered down to her breasts but she didn't stop me I began to slowly tenderly plant soft gentle kisses all over her face cheeks and then down to the neck....

I  flicked her bra fastenings off from the back as her small tender but erect breasts flung out as if on a spring,i continued still kissing her neck paying special attention to the nape by the side under the chin and the back of the neck I planted some kisses on her shoulders and then proceeded to start gently kissing her small but well formed and erect breasts...she responded to it holding my head with one of her arms as she kissed and pecked my head,eyes half closed in silent contemplation and sensual contentment  becoming emboldened with her erotic response. Reached for her skirt to hitch it up,she allowed me to slowly and tenderly caress her laps my hands travelling all the way up to her pussy as I reached into her pants and tried to lay on her she held my hands and pulled away...I can't she repeated sorry........as we pulled apart the erotic ambience in the room shattered I suddenly felt really tired laying down on my back counting the ceiling panes.

As I lay down on the bed..... Adanma lay down beside me ...are you angry she whispered... Noooo why should I be,it's not food now I replied quickly....too quickly... she paused and lapsed into silence as she got under the bed sheet ........I love you and care about you Kunle  but I just don't think I'm ready..her sadness and  earnest honesty disarmed my anger and disappointment i turned to her and smiling weakly I touched and gently caressed her cheeks as I told her I fully understand Ada i wont lie im dissappointed but the thought of you being my girlfriend,your love personality is enough of a compensation for me for the one night.....

Finally we lapsed in silence and slowly drifted off to sleep as we cuddled tight in each other's arms............ 1 hour

A far off cock crow woke me up,and as i sat up in bed I checked the time it was already 7am  Adanma was already awake and watching tv with the sound turned down.As i looked at her smiling and pecking her the memories of the past couple of hours came flooding back I greeted her briefly... let me quickly brush my teeth so I can drop you off....Ha Ha she exclaimed are you chasing me ? im not now ada what have i said wrong again....I don't get I said I thought you said you had to be back home very early? Mild irritation showing in my voice...betraying my inner thoughts...she went quiet looking at me as her accusing eyes stimulated guilty thoughts she suddenly brightened up and looked at me smiling WELL... this is my boyfriend's house and im not leaving until i am good and ready,go to your girlfriend's house if you cant stand me i burst int laughter shaking my head from side to side as I turned away and went into the bathroom,brushed my teeth and came back in sitting on the edge of the bed and checking for my keys and wallet in the bedside drawer...

She suddenly grabbed and hugged me tight from the back,her arms round my neck and under my other arms, breasts resting on my bare back as she gently whispers into my ear... I'm so sorry Kunle but I hope you understand....I nodded without saying anything as she kissed the back of my neck and the side of my cheeks...the were dick was still responding after the girl had disappointed me and dashed my expectations against a stone...I pretended and didn't respond

She finally tickled my sides inducing me to laugh,I won't leave if you don't laught o she repeated as she tickled me......Ha Ha just because of sex, see the way you bone face lol....finally I couldn't help but burst into  a prolonged laughter again this time when she said.....Thank GOD you didn't handle me sef with this your anger and vex mtchewww as she flicked her hair and turned away from me..

Then I took her home and dropped her off at the gate turning round and driving off.....as her figure receded in the distance,she waving and looking on after me...the despair and disappointment became more palpable running through my thoughts,finally I shrugged my shoulders and though "you can't win 'em all...you win some,you lose some" this phrase transformed my sombre mood,and lifted my spirits as i whistled even in the midst of the dissappointments....

Its funny the power women have over men because i was still the first to call and find out if she settled in okay....

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